my story
i once had that same picture in my head of hate and killing and sex ands stuff
i could not see the light the reason why live was worth untill god sed to me look what you are doing you are villing your life with demons after that i decided to do something about it i faced my doom fightet it and now i found peace my point is you must not look at the hate and fear but at the good points at live and cuicide isn,t a way out you will just make it worse so grand my warning a man who is blinded will never know what life is worth because he leeds himself by lies